Addictive Cocaine

Question by Cameron: Did Cocaine Once, Having Panic, Anxiety & Blurred Vision Followed By Increased Heart Rate Everyday !?
I’ve been having really bad panic, anxiety attacks, with tunnel blurred vision, almost as if you were in third person mode, i had a bad incident 3 weeks ago where i was pure pressured into trying cocaine, i later found out it was cut with novacaine, the day after i had a massive panic attack and was in an ambulance almost everyday, “even once when i was in Cancun, Mexico for vacation last week” everyday when i get up i’ll have blurred unfocused vision all day, followed by increased heart rate and a panic feeling as if i’m going to die, i’m kind of curious if anyone know’s what this could be and what would be recommended at this point to help it.
what’s disturbing me the most is the third person vision, almost as when i walk im a camera recording on someone walking, it’s a very uncomfortable feeling, it’s the main cause for setting off my anxiety attacks, i’m currently on 0.5 ativan (lorazepams) but so far no help.